*drinks vodka* *gags* “ugh I hate vodka” *drinks vodka*
I don’t care that you got into drugs for three months straight, or how much sleep you lost in that period. I don’t care that you went home and fucked that person and woke up at 6am hating everything about yourself, or that you smoked so much you sounded as though your lungs were giving out.
You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.
You’re just human, and being human means you need to survive and you do so whichever way you deem fit, fuck everyone else."
I woke up at 4:45 and went for a run at 5 and then took a shower and got ready in like ten minutes then made a super good breakfast and I’m just really happy with myself. It’s all about the mindset and faith in yourself. I’m striving to become the best me I can be and iz great 😁
I hope you all have a beautiful day!
You need to show me.
If I push you away,
please just push back,
and declare me as your own.
Because I’ve spent my whole life being unwanted,
And I need to be shown that I’m wanted.
So show me I don’t need to be.
And I will be yours. "