I tell her that everyday 😜
Yeuhp I’ve definitely tripped on acid and definitely had some amazing unforgettable experiences.. However, the kind of life changing experience I’m yearning for isn’t exactly something drugs could do for me.
Have you ever seen brown eyes in the sun? You don’t always notice it at first but you’ll see that ‘brown’ no longer describes them. They melt into golden rays, circling an eclipse. There’s nothing boring about brown eyes, not even when the later hours encroach; they just turn into a sunset of their own.
I actually just realized I haven’t wrote a legit poem or song in a long time and I’m kind of upset about it. My inspiration has lost itself somewhere in the midst of things.
I really want some kind of influential life changing event to happen to me… I often wonder if sometimes one already has, or is arising without me noticing, but it seems impossible to look outside of what is happening in the now sometimes. Rather than to look at how what is happening can bring you to a better understanding, a better life. I’ve had my fair share of consistent bad things happen, and honestly I can say I’ve learned a lot about myself and other people from them… But as far as it changing my life, not so much. Maybe my perspective, but sometimes that’s just not enough.