Well, for one, the girl you are talking about seems completely selfish and probably not worth your time anyway. This is the thing that is easy to hear, but not quite as easy to actually process in your mind- there are people who would treat you much better. If I were in your position I wouldn’t even waste my time feeling sad about someone who obviously is not considering my feelings. Drop both of them. Fuck it.
When I was younger people had the ability to easily affect me emotionally. Now that I’ve grown older it’s rare that people have any affect on me. It’s almost as if my heart has frozen solid. After I met you I stopped letting people in, because I never thought I would need anyone else in addition to you.
You are beyond my barrier, where-as everyone else, well they are no where near it.
It is odd to me that you are the only one, who seems to have an influence on me."